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anxiety, anxious, comfortable, depressed, depression, expression, feelings, ideas, mental illness, rain, serenity
When the rain pours
is when I can think
the serenity of the sound
clears my mind
and stops my heart’s perpetual pound.
13 Wednesday May 2015
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anxiety, anxious, comfortable, depressed, depression, expression, feelings, ideas, mental illness, rain, serenity
When the rain pours
is when I can think
the serenity of the sound
clears my mind
and stops my heart’s perpetual pound.
07 Thursday May 2015
Posted anxiety, depression
inTags
anxiety, anxious, boys, brain, confusing, depressed, depression, expression, feelings, identity, mental illness, questioning, questions, relationships, sex
– Hating myself
– Thinking about every stupid thing I’ve ever one
– Overthinking everything
– Liking boys that don’t like me back
– Being single
– Wondering why I am single
– Noting all my flaws
– And of course, worrying.
05 Tuesday May 2015
Posted anxiety, depression
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anxiety, anxious, brain, depressed, depression, empty, expression, feelings, GAD, mental illness, panic, this sucks, thoughts, worthless
It annoys me that I don’t know what causes these feelings most of the time.. There isn’t always a “trigger”.
It started yesterday, just all of a sudden I literally felt like shit out of no where. The thoughts started racing, its like my brain is fighting with itself. Worrying about uni, performing, money, failure, pleasing people, my weight, why I don’t have a boyfriend, and god knows what else.
So that’s the anxiety.
Then the worrying brings on the depression. I spend the night thinking about how worthless and pathetic I am becauseI can’t even control my thoughts. It’s MY BRAIN, I should be able to control it, but I can’t, and it stresses me out.
I wish it was easy. I wish my thoughts would just stop flaring up all of a sudden. I was having a normal day then BAM.
This sucks.
03 Sunday May 2015
Posted anxiety, depression, music
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anxiety, anxious, blog, depressed, depression, expression, feelings, for me, mental illness, music, musician, new beginnings, new blog, starting out
So I wanted to set up this blog for me. For a change I’m not doing this for anyone else.
I am using this as a space to express my feelings when I go through phases of anxiety and depression, and to order my thoughts. But I also want to use this as a space to share my music experiences.
I really hope that anyone who may experience the same things as me will get in contact in some way, or even if you just like what I’m writing feel free to say hi!